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Mom...

Sat Sep 8, 2007, 3:09 AM
  • Mood: Fear
  • Listening to: ...nothin
  • Watching: the monitor
  • Playing: ...nothing... my ps2 got broken
  • Eating: nothing at the moment...
  • Drinking: tea
So it happened again... as two weeks ago.
My mom has something... and we don't know why...
Yesterday it happened, I'm stil scared...
Around 11 p.m she got an epileptic attac and she fell unconsious. I enterd in total panic and I called the ambulance, I didn't know what to do, I'm not calm even 12 hours after... she exited the hospital a week ago... and now she is again there... and I'm scared... she is still a young person... well not really young, but she didn't even arrived at her 60.
She always took grate care of herself, till few years ago she never had a problem... but then she got something in her stomac - like blood leeking and when they finally decided for the operation the wound already heeled and they didn't knew where the wound was...
for god's shake, she goes with the dog out every day, she goes to work, she lives a normal life, why the hell it had to happened now... I'm so scared... and the doctors... I SO HATE THEM AND THEIR WAYS... yesteday I was on a verge to kill him... a stupid idiot who thinks he is something more only because he is a doctor????
After the ambulance took her to hospital, we had to wait for 20 minutes for his arrival... because the doc need his beauty sleep - FUCK... she could have died there... and nobody was giving a fuck!!!!! And it's not only because it was my mom, it doesn't metter who was, you can't have that attitude, and then I exploded and i told him things: that he is unusefull, that he doesn't know how to do his work, and lot of more things...
Well, now I have to go...have to cook lunch for my brother and my father...

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:iconlobocinzento:
Why the hell didn't you call me?
Well now that that is said ... I'm here sweety just call me any time you need.
Ah never mind ... I'm getting my phone right now and I'm gonna call you this second. :hug:

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:iconsilversaya:
thank you... :hug: i love you
:icondieubastard:
oh man
well, i hope everything will be ok ^^

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:hug:

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Things will turn out fine, don't worry, your mom is a strong woman.

And as always, you know where to find me if you need me.

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Life is Hell, yet I am smiling. Does that make me the Devil?
:iconsilversaya:
thank you sweetpie..... ^__- :hug: it means really much to me in this moment...
:iconbyakuganlove:
Cavolo, che shock dev'essere stato :(
Una cosa che non augurerei a nessuno... un mio amico è epilettico, e ha solo 17 anni...
I dottori, per dirla alla Forrest Gump, sono un po' come i cioccolatini, non sai mai cosa ti capita... a volte sono sensibili e preparati, altre volte sembra che abbiano a che fare con dei ciocchi di legno e non con delle persone che soffrono...
Cmq spero che la tua mamma si rimetta prestissimo, e che riusciate a dimenticare quanto prima quei bruttissimi momenti.
Pregherò per la sua guarigione e sono sicura che tutto andrà bene :hug:

Bacioni :cuddle:

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When You speak, the fiercest of oceans is still
And I see the sinner seek devotion
The lost become chosen, and I fall to my knees

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